This isn't funny, it's sweet!

[Ashley[l0ckd0wn]]

Okay, so there's this wonderful guy who goes to my youth group, Brandon Grumbles. He's 18, I'm 13, so I'm quite aware that I don't have a chance, BUT:

Today, I was crying my eyes out because the 3 major staff of the youthgroup are ALL moving, and I love them to death. So, I was just bawling, right? And my friend Esther was being quite silly and she started talking to Brandon, and apparently my best friend Kaila heard her say "Let's go tackle Ashley!"
So, Esther just ran into me with a hug and Brandon hadn't even realized that I was crying. Once he realized, he was like "Oh, my gosh! What's wrong with Ashley??"
And then he freaking gave me a hug!!! I felt kinda bad 'cause I was getting his shirt a little wet; but there I was, crying on the love of my life and he is just the sweetest guy!!!
And then he was just like "Are you all right?" and he looked at Kaila and is like "What happened?"
And Kaila told him I'm just extremely emotional, wich is kinda true 'cause I cry over everything.

AND!!
I almost saw Brandon CRYING tonight when he was singing praise to Jesus!!! You could hear it in his voice, he was like THISCLOSE to crying!

He's such a sweetie!!! I just wish I were 5 years older so i could MARRY HIM!!!!

AND!!!!!
He gave me and Kaila a ride home tonight! Along with his hot brother who's only a year older than me
And Clark. He was there.

;D ;D ;D ;D

[Crystal.Light]

Ashley and Brandon, Sitting in a tree...

[Ashley[l0ckd0wn]]

lol

[Crystal.Light]

Oh, phew. you knew I was kidding.

[Opalstar]

Brandon sounds like a great guy, in fact, he sounds just like this guy named Shad that I know....except he's 17.....
I hope you feel better =)

Ya know...its sorta rare for the name Esther to be spelled that way, I know that people usually spell it Ester....I hate it when people do that, specially when my mom does it....(my name is Esther)

[Ashley[l0ckd0wn]]

Crystal, of course I knew you were kidding! Why wouldn't I?

People spell it Ester? WHY?? Esther is a bible name, including the way it's spelled!
You know what? You and Esther Velker are the only Esther's I've ever met, and I haven't even really truly met you!

And don't you guys worry about me. I cry over like everything. I could describe myself as emotional but then everybody would say I'm "emo" or trying to be "emo" even though A. I hate labels and B. I hate THAT label especially.
So I just call myself a crybaby.

[♥Goldenheart♥]

You call yourself a crybaby?
Just kidding; I call myself a weirdo all the time (I'm not just any weirdo, I'm a PROFESSIONAL weirdo!) and freely admit that I am mildly autistic. It's fun being autistic. You can devote your time to stuff that matters, like life, liberty, and the pursuit of ice cream, without worrying about little stuff like fashion or your reputation. I can get my reputation exactly where I want it within five minutes of walking into a room. All I have to do is smile, greet everyone, and flap my hands. The kind of people I want to be around will immediately act friendly, and the kind of people I want to stay away from will look at me strange and mutter, "Wow, she's weird. Look at that hand thing!"

[Ashley[l0ckd0wn]]

You think you're wierd?
You haven't a clue what I act like sometimes.
Just ask Summerleaf!

Last night I had the longest conversation with my friend Kaila about what if we had Pikachu powers. Min would come out of my nose instead of my cheeks, and hers would come out of her ears. And I could plug my nose to build up electricity and then a giant electric shock would omit from every hole in my head (eyes, mouth, nose, ears).
And we came up with a theory about armpit monsters, aka Persperous Domesticus.
I'd tell you about that one, but I'm going to type up a bio about them and put it on deviantart, so i'll just give you a link then.

[Crystal.Light]

Okay, that is weird.

[Ashley[l0ckd0wn]]

;D